20 weeks

And the babies are always kicking, I love having little kicking games with them. If I feel one kick, I'll poke where I felt it and we will go back and fourth for about 30 minutes. I'm deeply in love with them already. My mother finally felt them kick, and it was a pretty hard one. My son Jacob loves rubbing oil on my tummy, hes such a great big brother already. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow so yeah lol. Its been 2 weeks since I haven't been near my husband. I seriously feel like the army is brainwashing him. I got one random phone call from him and he already sounds like a solider. One great thing is that I have been talking to his mom more often, shes such a sweet women, I really care about her. It just hurts me that she doesn't know I'm pregnant yet. My husband is scared that she might not want to talk to him. But I think he should just get it out of the way asap. I don't want to be the one that tells her, plus I don't want her to hate me lol. But OMG I miss him so much, I wish I can just sleep next to him, and I wish he was here to feel their kicks. I'm counting down the days till we see each other again.