Sunday, May 25, 2014

I can't sleep

Every time I lay down I start to feel dizzy and shortness of breath. I think the babies together equal almost 2 pounds now, and my belly got bigger, its about 37 inches around. I'm so sleeping and I cant sleep siting upwards. I'm so frustrated.

Friday, May 23, 2014

What if you can tell if your child was going to be gay from a simple blood test while your pregnant.

I wonder how many would try to put their child up for adoption or worst abortion. I won't treat ANY child or adult different, if they were. If one or more of my children were, I won't care lol, all I want for them is to be happy and healthy...and give me grandchildren lol.

Elzhi -Memory Lane

My babies kick and go nuts every time I play music their daddy likes. Almost every time me and my Timo where in the car we always played music , mainly hip hop and weirdly I think the babies remember it. If so that is super amazing, I hope they like the music. It will be so cool if they became singers or dancers. Arie in the NFL and Jacob in the NBA and the twins will be winning grammys :)

Thursday, May 22, 2014

After my appointment

I have gained 13 pounds so far (im 140 now). I was 140 after having my son, so I guess I'm gaining weight a little faster. Sonogram on June 2nd, can't wait.

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

My Cutie Pie









20 weeks


20 weeks

And the babies are always kicking, I love having little kicking games with them. If I feel one kick, I'll poke where I felt it and we will go back and fourth for about 30 minutes. I'm deeply in love with them already. My mother finally felt them kick, and it was a pretty hard one. My son Jacob loves rubbing oil on my tummy, hes such a great big brother already. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow so yeah lol. Its been 2 weeks since I haven't been near my husband. I seriously feel like the army is brainwashing him. I got one random phone call from him and he already sounds like a solider. One great thing is that I have been talking to his mom more often, shes such a sweet women, I really care about her. It just hurts me that she doesn't know I'm pregnant yet. My husband is scared that she might not want to talk to him. But I think he should just get it out of the way asap. I don't want to be the one that tells her, plus I don't want her to hate me lol. But OMG I miss him so much, I wish I can just sleep next to him, and I wish he was here to feel their kicks. I'm counting down the days till we see each other again.

Thursday, May 15, 2014

At 19 weeks

The babies are about 8.5 ounces each...that means they are a little over a pound together. THIS IS CRAZY :)

Round ligament pain

Is getting worst. I've read its worst with twins cause your body is growing getting faster then with one . Last night i sneezed and got a sharp pain...i seriously thought something tore. I've been sneezing and coughing a lot lately. The babies kick more and more and i actually had a poking game with them ...it lasted for about 30 minutes, it was so cute.

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

Arie

Belly update from 18 weeks

19 weeks.

My husband is gone. He's off to Missouri for army basic training. I'm such a worry hog and I miss him so much already, it's only been two days. I'm officially a army wife. It will be about 7 months till I officially see him. I can't go to his basic training graduation because I will be 8 months pregnant and might be due around then. But when he goes to AIT in Augusta, GA he might be able to come to the birth which will be around the first week or so in September. I hope he's allowed to, I'm havering twins and I really need him there with me. I'll love to move to Georgia to be closer to him but then that means I have to change hospitals and everything. One good thing is that my mom might come with me too, but I don't know yet.
But for my pregnancy update, the babies miss their dada lol. But it's really getting hard to sleep and walk. Last night I woke up at the end of the bed, kinda hanging off, when did that happen.  And I went shopping today and I could barly walk for more than 10 minutes, that's crazy for a person that loves to walk. I changed my prenatals again, and now I take nature made multi prenatals and I like them so far.

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Allergies

I've always had allergies but having allergies while pregnant sucks. This whole month is going to be a blur for me.

Thursday, May 8, 2014

emotional...

Some days are better then others. But the things I loved doing, i cant do anymore and I just want to cry. Walking hurts me, and then for some reason my cuties want to kick and go nuts while I walk. I use the bathroom so freaking much its kinda crazy. my bladder has to be a punching bag for them. Also my stomach is another punching bag for them. Im always hungry...literally always. Its so frustrating. Im only 5 months pregnant and it just got harder. I can hardly sleep nowadays. I feel dizzy when I sleep on my left side and my right shoulder hurts from always sleeping on it. I had a pretty good pregnancy with my first son. I had no morning sickness, pains or anything. I was a walking machine but now ugh. Sometimes when I'm walking  I walk slowand I literally feel like crying ever time I go somewhere. While im typing they are kicking like crazy. The babies can hear outside noise now so maybe the typing is disturbing them lol. I really wonder how Im gonna be next month. Im going to put myself on bed rest, everything is uncomfortable :(

Wednesday, May 7, 2014

Her husband named their daughter after his ex...OMFG

https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20120111054328AAWvyrz

18 weeks

And a load more stretch marks. I'm using two different products and nothing is working. Maybe i'm not using is as much as I should or idk. Stretch marks are hereditary and my mom has a lot from he and my two brother. I have pictures I will upload later today since its after 12 am its already then next day. I don't feel bigger but I know my uterus has gotten higher, I feel there kicks or stretches about 3 inches under my breast, kinda freaky. Sometimes if i yell or talk loud, i can feel them jump, its like i startled them. But their little stretches are so cute. I feel kicks from my lower uterus to the top at the same time, then the cutest thing happens next, I feel my other baby move around. It's like he or she just disturbed the other one by stretching. I love them with all my heart and soul and I haven't met them yet.

Monday, May 5, 2014

17 weeks and 5 days

Some of my sons cute baby stuff and planning on using some for my Zev  and some stuff Zoey can wear too ...can't wait to go clothes shopping . I just have to make sure zoey is a zoey lol.

Saturday, May 3, 2014

Friday, May 2, 2014

Stay in shape

My doctor said I'm very healthy, but I still think I should drink more water. I already eat a lot of fruit and use less salt in food that I cook, so that's good. I'm going to try to drink about 48 ounces a day. Then when it gets hotter out I'll push it up to only drinking water everyday till this cuties are born. But I still have to eat healthy after they are born cause I want to get back to 127 and I would be breast feeding again :)

Thursday, May 1, 2014

Love

Spending time with my husband alone is amazing, he just so adorable. He had an appointment with some army thing, so he sadly couldn't make it to my doctors appointment. The appointment went great,  and the babies are very healthy, their heartbeat is so loud and strong (Zoey is on the left and Zev is on the right). They both kick a lot, and sometimes it hurts.I've gained 8 pounds, so now I'm 135, I feel like I'm gaining it all in my behind and thighs lol. By the way I live in the Bronx, NY and public transportation is everywhere and I don't mind using it and I don't have a driver license, new Yorkers don't need one lol. But today Jacob, my mom and I were on the bus home and guess who I saw. My little whittle (he's actually 6'3) nephew on the bus coming home from school. I think I embarrassed him a little but that's my job as a wonderful and beautiful aunt. I love that kid, he's more like the little brother I never had since I am the youngest out of  5. So he came over to my mothers house and we cracked jokes and hung out like we always do. Btw happy May, and today NYC had perfect weather, it was 77 degrees. I'm really looking forward in see my cousin (my sis)  this month. She moved to California and its been too long since I've seen her. I value my family, they are always there for me, I will always love them no matter what.