Now I'm about 90% ready!

I finally ordered My Brest Friend Twin nursing pillow, I hope this will help. And I got the best thing I ever bought while breastfeeding my son Jacob. Lanolin nipple cream works wonders, its like a little bit of magic. When I nursed my son I got major cracked nipples and it was very painful. Sometimes he wouldn't latch on right and I totally regret not checking. I had to nurse on one breast for a month till I found the best product to help, I think it permanently changed my breast size, which is weird. But when I put this product on, It fully heeled within 2 days, and was able to nurse the 3rd day with no pain. Oh yeah my son is starting kindergartner September 8th (the day I hope to go in labor) and I'm about 80% ready for that but only 20% ready mentally. He's still my baby, my almost 5 year old (Aug9th) baby. He's gonna still be a baby to me when hes 21. He is my first and me and him are so close. Now I'm gonna have 3 BABIES forever. I don't see Arie as a baby, He's my little man. He's so independent, sometimes I feel like he has an old soul. Although Jacob is the oldest I see Arie as being the oldest. I love my mini family ^_^